More dreaming

Last night I spent a portion of it dreaming and now I can't remember the dreams just a vagues feeling of being on a ship and being with a man and some friends....so now I look back on my life and I have vague memories of being a child and have a feeling that there was some fun with some guys that were my brothers and I had a mom and I had a dad for a short time.... and here i am...again only with me....somehow all this brings up tears..it's all so fleeting and so much of time is wasted doing things that don't nurture us or feed our spirit. I will try to just be here and be conscious about feeding my spirit ..... maybe the focus should be on feeding the spirit of others and we will all be nurtured in that way>>>???