A new Beginning in the midst of transition

I finally discovered something in my self that I could not live with out!!! I would rather die that live with out!!!! YOu guessed it LOVE, LOVE , LOVE!!!!! And the beautiful thing is I have to wait for NO ONE to embrace and dance and bathe in this LOVE!!!! My intention in this last journey was to experience the last part of the story which i re-wrote and shared and God blessed me with the most tremendous gift of this love..... what I got was that the more I gave it away the more Love moved through me... and That THAT is who I am.,...
I had a realization a few weeks ago that I hold back from my greatness.... fear or being "too much" "too bright" others feeling less than ....all kinds of ridiculous "reasons".....maybe even..my own fear of blowing myself away!!!! Okay.. I'm ready to be ALL of who I am.... the great...the bitchy... the beautiful... and the ugly....all flying on a silk of LOVE!!!!!
You didn't get me mr V for Vendetta!!!!!!!! I"ve got my own inch.....growing into a mile!!... growing.... And thanks for the opportunity to own it!!! YES!!!

Sending LOVE to ALL.... goddess rocks!!



yep!!!! joy joy joy!!!!!:



Bring on the LOVE!!!!!!



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Dreams and sleep

Fitful sleep and fitfull dreaming...it just doesn't lend itself to feeling good in the present. I'm going to try to ask, really ask for particular information in my dreams..since it's not real and at this point just symbolic and informational, let's see what happens...stay tuned.

Feel free to share dreams and experiences around this or whatever springs forth in your psyche... Bon Nuit

More dreaming

Last night I spent a portion of it dreaming and now I can't remember the dreams just a vagues feeling of being on a ship and being with a man and some friends....so now I look back on my life and I have vague memories of being a child and have a feeling that there was some fun with some guys that were my brothers and I had a mom and I had a dad for a short time.... and here i am...again only with me....somehow all this brings up tears..it's all so fleeting and so much of time is wasted doing things that don't nurture us or feed our spirit. I will try to just be here and be conscious about feeding my spirit ..... maybe the focus should be on feeding the spirit of others and we will all be nurtured in that way>>>???

are we dreaming?

my past seems like a dream...did it really exist? as i sit here I realize that the only thing that keeps it there are memories in my head and some body reactions...even those are faint. so what is real?
That is the ulimate question.....are feelings real?

I know I make up stuff in my head that is not real and have reactions to it as if it were real....hmmmm