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Time passes... wounds heal.... what was is no longer and yet the trail of them still cliing to me like a sticky spiders web that I continue to try to remove....Perspective's everything.... All I need to do is walk through the "gateway" that was created as a gift from the gods many years ago.... I am at the edge right now of looking back at my life and creating it differently..moving forward without the negative baggage.. I am birthing this process for myself... funny I have never given birth to a human ( another perspective to shift on) So it seems on many levels I can experience FREEDOM... This must be my word for this transition I'm in...it keeps coming up... the other is UNDOMESTICATED... They do go together . Can I really "undomesticate" myself at this point in life... or do I accept what has been instilled in me and create freedom around it? HMMMMM...Good question. We will see. One to chew and possibly throw into the alchemical FIREI don't know how to navigate this new world of freedom...and tearing away of the bonds that have domesticated me....those are the sticky webs....so repositioning creating gateways and shifting perspectives.....
To be Positive one has already been moving which is I am no longer a sales person..and have taken time for myself to come back..yes.... back to this place of juicy creativity....and re discover all of the feminine that I denied hid away ... I wasn't SEEN ... and that has become more and more of what I want in a Man,..beyond my beauty beyond all external manifestations....not someones projection....so here's my claim.....
I want to stand face to face with a MAN in all of our raw bareness... and really SEE each other... and in that to Allow LOVE to move through us and fill every pore and cell with it's glory!!!!!!
