out of the treadmill or "doing by being"

"Our striving for external Achievements is a projection of a deeper and much more fundamental drive to psychologically complete the birth process and to make a spiritual connection. There is no end to our hunger for external conquests because we cannot get enough of what we do not really want and need"...

Let's see what my journey reveals... bless all and bless me!

feminine rising

Image by Seb Ulysses via Flickr

So I'm feeling the masculine tapping
on my heart...the gentle tapping feels good. I think it is an inner masculine that I long for and yet am afraid of...It's a connection .....It seems there are certain men in my life that trigger this connection and I start to cry..not sadness but an inner movement that is profound and that I haven't been able to let go into.

I feel that "this masculine container" i spoke of before is not external... and I'm not sure it's the Animus either....
this Saturday I journey...My prayer is for God to reveal to me that which is most important for me now.

synchronicities

Since my last post synchronicies abound!!!! I feel the feminine walking beside me asking me to let her in with all her mysteries...I want to but all that is missing is a strong clear masculine to be the container so she may move in me and become all that she in meant to be...soft, strong, juicy wild expressive sensual and graceful.