
Sunday, June 21, 2009
connecting heaven and earth

Monday, June 15, 2009
Dreams of Enigma
I am on a ship , a dark steamy ship with men..there is sensuality in the air. At first I am afraid that they might hurt me...they want something else . and one man with dark hair comes to me in a very sweet way and touches my face with the most gentle and loving and sensual touch I have ever felt. I want him to continue but he must let the others touch me also...they all want to touch my face...... tears rolls down my face as I write this .... as the feeling inside is a longing ...a deep longing.....to be touched and the face has always been a place of intimacy for me.....through there, maybe my heart will be touched.......again.
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
Dreams and sleep
Fitful sleep and fitfull dreaming...it just doesn't lend itself to feeling good in the present. I'm going to try to ask, really ask for particular information in my dreams..since it's not real and at this point just symbolic and informational, let's see what happens...stay tuned.
Feel free to share dreams and experiences around this or whatever springs forth in your psyche... Bon Nuit
Feel free to share dreams and experiences around this or whatever springs forth in your psyche... Bon Nuit
Friday, June 12, 2009
More dreaming
Last night I spent a portion of it dreaming and now I can't remember the dreams just a vagues feeling of being on a ship and being with a man and some friends....so now I look back on my life and I have vague memories of being a child and have a feeling that there was some fun with some guys that were my brothers and I had a mom and I had a dad for a short time.... and here i am...again only with me....somehow all this brings up tears..it's all so fleeting and so much of time is wasted doing things that don't nurture us or feed our spirit. I will try to just be here and be conscious about feeding my spirit ..... maybe the focus should be on feeding the spirit of others and we will all be nurtured in that way>>>???
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
are we dreaming?
my past seems like a dream...did it really exist? as i sit here I realize that the only thing that keeps it there are memories in my head and some body reactions...even those are faint. so what is real?
That is the ulimate question.....are feelings real?
I know I make up stuff in my head that is not real and have reactions to it as if it were real....hmmmm
That is the ulimate question.....are feelings real?
I know I make up stuff in my head that is not real and have reactions to it as if it were real....hmmmm
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
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